I decided to 'make a clean breast of' it/things and admit that I was to blame.
I was at the race's finish line to see the winner 'breast' the tape.
mothers who 'breast-feed' [='nurse, suckle'] their infants
(..) Here they only honor strength. There will be fighting after Drogo dies. Whoever wins that fight will be the new khal. He won't want any rivals. Your boy will be plucked from your breast and given to the dogs. I won't...leave him. The wound has festered. You did this, witch. Stop it! (..)2011 TvShow: Game of Thrones Title: Baelor Season: 1 Episode 9