I was bored/scared 'shitless'.
(..) friend wandering around, you don't know if he's still alive yet. That what you want to know? I'll tell you lies 'cause you ain't a man yet. Alright? Because you were scared shitless ...and you're scared now. Now put your rifle down. - The ree. - What off it? Tell me right now and be honest. No. (..)2015 The Revenant